Tuesday, August 30, 2005

updates

4th week of school now, hmmmm.....

4th week of crusade ministry now, hmmm.....

4th week of studying now, hmmmm........

How time passes so fast, its the fourth week now.

Led worship 4 consecutive times in the past 2 weeks, beginning to feel numb about it as in i see it as a ministry that needs to be done. The doe- eyed glenn who once was kinda disappeared. I wonder if I'm getting jaded towards ministry such as leading worship? I remember i used to wonder how did the congregation feel, ask how i did and stuff like that , but now, i just do what i can, do my best to flow with God and thats it, i let God do the rest.

Many things have happened, of 3 are the most interesting and memorable.

1) Dan got hospitalised, kena Hep A.
Not exactly interesting or memorable, but well, guess the word really is significant. Anyway, He'e fine now, still recovering though, do pray for him and his health.

2) Vision Tea Sermon, went very well.
My 2nd foray into preaching. Was really fun but really was horrible during the rehersals. As in I was absolutely bad. Even i felt it. But during worship, dunno why, but God did a renewal in the whole Vision Tea. The MCs were renewed, the worship team which didn't do well during the rehersal was renewed, and I was renewed.

Was touched by the Lord during worship, dunno why, but started crying... haven't cried in worship in eons. I'm not emotional that way, but that day, the Lord just showed me about the darkness in the world, that i wepted. Thinking of the darkness, i just wept.

And when i gave the sermon, i just felt so pushed by God. And well, the rest is really just history. Its suffice to say that it went very very well, beyond my expectations and others too.

3) Luzanne drove!!!
My relationship with luzanne is kinda getting boring in terms of our dating life. We love each other deeply and are still very in love, but to be honest, i'm so tired so often that i hate travellingand the same applies to luzanne.

Her parents went for a holiday this weekend, so well, we have the car and we just drove round singapore. And honestly, it was exciting, i can drive lah, but without a license and well, luzanne has a license but she says she can't drive well. ( side note, i think she drives pretty well) But it was really like an adventure, with her driving and me coaching her and giving her directions, going into road which we have never been before, really was exciting!!!

But well, blew a hole in my pocket cos i paid for all the petrol. heh, but its a worthwhile investment if you ask me. Kinda tempted to get my license so that i can drive her around. Heh.

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More updates soon hopefully

Monday, August 08, 2005

sick

Have been sick for one week, its ridiculus!!! Coughing, feeling groggy, flu, sore throat. Argh, if there is anything i hate alot, its being sick... grumble!#@@